Shaking,

My hand are shaking, praying I haven't done unrepairable damage. So I keep telling myself that this is a test and we will pass. WE will.

It Begins

This isn't going to be a fancy blog, it might not even be as fun as the other. But it will be personal.

Yesterday I had a thing with my love. It wasn't as bad as others have been but since we have spent a month in a rough patch and a lot of things went unsaid during the time , it turned ugly. It was one of those days where you get ah huh moments. But its not always wanted.

Now I am scared, no terrified, thats the littlest thing I do will make him leave me. I can't lose him. Not this one.